June 16, 2019:

Jacketed, at attention, ferocious, chiseled. His teammates all look badass, he looks feral.

Cold, predatory. Seething. A man without mercy or compunction.

I know the source of his anger. Rejection by a community of bigoted false-Christian hypocrites. Like the mother of the third woman he married: expelled by mean-spirited Victorian conformity.

It's remarkable that his fourth marriage lasted so long. It's fortunate as all fuck that his third marriage didn't.