December 3, 2010:

Surprised to find a journal note that my love from college had returned for a whole summer. I have no memory of her from that period, not a single one. If you'd asked I'd have said she was in Ohio.

This is a bad thing. It was never right to allow events to estrange us so thoughtlessly. I like and admire her, and I wish she'd been part of my life.

I have many times been guilty of the very crimes I decry in others.