April 8, 2011:

Wild sex to end our breakup. Four times in an empty lounge on the 9th floor of Tioga Hall, UCSD, on a Friday night at the end of July. Again on the floor of my little bedroom at home.

Is it real? Does it last? Are we truly together again? Did we seriously break up?

No, no, no, yes.

It'll be years before I understand.