September 5, 2011:

Obsessional neurosis. Like Daniel Johnston, fear of possession by Satan. Absolute isolation: erstwhile school friends turn away.

Bitterness toward her father, disrespect for a mother who clings to a hopeless situation.

Lost and confused. Hurt by a lover. Moved to a new city to be with poetry comrades from college.

Dangerous. Looking for someone to hurt.

I am, of course, available for that role. I'll certainly do in a pinch. Until someone better comes along.