December 29, 2017:

Romance novels, science-fiction, and sharia law. If she were smarter she'd rise to the level of evil. As it is she's merely insipid.

I disbelieve in our friendship. She makes no time for us. A silent conversation that shouts.

It's her disbelief. The word "love" is not to be used. If we drift it's the natural order of being. She'll go first 'cos easier.

She said, "If you were Nick Cave I'd have my panties off in a heartbeat." Leaving me doubting she's ever in fact had them off at all.