May 7, 2018:

I like her very much, and, she's totally false.

She lives with a boyfriend. She sees other men. She does a lot of drugs. A real lot. She shines commitments for festivals and says the dog ate her homework.

It's all very charming, but it's all false.

I wonder why she feels the need to lie? Does she think I would like her less?

I wouldn't. I like her despite her dishonesty. If she'd level with me I'd like her more.