March 9, 2019:
She said, "I love the way you touch me," without understanding that touch is language, where what I was telling her was that she's cared for, and protected, and loved.
She canceled our date to make out with a girl. She said, "I almost feel I cheated on you." I thought, Yes but because of the lost date, not sex with a girl.
She said, "It's my fear of intimacy." I realized, I have no fear of intimacy. I fear lack of intimacy.