November 14, 2019:

Yet he is very, very lonely.

And she doesn't love him romantically, and it turns out she's a hella rockin' cook, and he's streaming Californication after exhausting Lucifer just to see images of L.A., and he spent most of his hour of therapy recently talking about how the light in SoCal so obviously differs from the light in NorCal and how much he misses it and how much he feels his life is exile.