January 17, 2020:
Then they turn ugly, those pictures.
Pony tail, paunch, glasses, tubby cheeks, false smile.
Depression: aftermath of breakdown.
Unmistakable: not in happy shape.
Lonely, isolated, exiled, financially struggling,
without peers or support,
thrust into contexts which are incompetent wastes of exorbitant energies.
Broken-hearted, resigned, to loneliness the rest of his life.
Life will require three decades before therapy and medication arrive on white chargers, saying, Turn this mess around..."