September 9, 2022:
Yet in the same breath Trotsky also wrote:
"Life is beautiful. Let future generations cleans it of all that is evil, and enjoy it to the fullest."
That commitment saved me, once. Although it took a war to push me into activity. Without something major it's all couches and books and notes for what's never achieved.
Stupid life. Stupid, pointless, failed, wasted life.