January 30, 2023:
Alive, but hurting.
I am my mother's child, I'll love you 'til my breathing stops
I'll love you 'til you call the cops on me
But in our darkest hours, I stumbled on a secret power
I'll find a way to be without you, babe
For years I've gone to bed as early as possible. Not to live on MN time. Because I don't want to be awake. I want the day to stop.
I want the days to stop.