May 8, 2023:
Toxic nostalgia.
Unhealthy. Stuck: near obsessive. Pulled into that orbit again and again, hourly almost. Incontestable force of gravity.
Soul retrieval, perhaps?
Unlikely. It wasn't truly the ritual itself which led to resolution. It was the temporary, toxic reunion which answered so many questions — cleared up so much confusion. Where something similar is absolutely beyond possibility here. Not without a ouija board.