May 26, 2023:
I wish I could live without sleep. So much to accomplish, so little to show. So keenly aware of the expenditure of one's highly finite allotment of hours.
I wish I could sleep for ever. So much struggle, so little room for accomplishment. So keenly aware of exhaustion and defeat and the collapse of the world around me.
I wish I could be asleep and awake at the same time. An ordinary human, much like everyone else.