June 27, 2023:
No sugar tonight.
"I was planning on returning to your bed tonight, but now I don't feel safe."
Elaborate mind game of provocation, punishment, withholding, withdrawal. In the car, in the restaurant, playacting at alarm and victimization, ratcheting up the stress, concocting a deliberately off-balance, out of kilter situation impossible to predict or conform to or comprehend, allowing her to posture at and declare gender-stereotyped victimhood, weaponized, gaslit, 180 degrees untrue.
No sugar tonight in my coffee
No sugar tonight in my tea
No sugar to stand beside me
No sugar to run with me